Something Wonderful…

wah…ramai btl kwn2 nk kawin…

• 20th aug usepa…
• 21st aug..zaibaizura…
• 3rd sept..shahida..

uish..tiga sekali..anyway girls..congrats..and wish u all da best..

last thursday…i was left alone in shah alam by pedah..my so called ‘twin’…masa tgh bosan2…baring2 kat katil sementara tgu chinese series at 6p.m..suddenly saw fieda’s novel..in the state of maximum bore…i started reading that book..me and books..always had this special passion for each other..hehe..when i start to read…nothing can stop me from read more and more and everytime i felt like finishing the whole book the day i started and most of the time…i did!!!

from that hot burning evening until 12noon the next day…i’d almost finished the whole 471pages book. tinggal only about 100pgs lagi je…see..how passionate the both of us(me and the book of course..!!!)until i decided not to rush to the end as my eyes felt really tired of small about font 9 letters..rase penat giler mata…so i’d stop here and there…bsh baju..sidai kain..lunch…’sms’ing…until about 5pm my sister came and fetched me home.

anyway..the book…quite interesting…its about women…as the title suggested-woman to woman. its about how a full housewife-aisling, trying to survive in this hectic world when her husband cheated on her and left her…trying to get a job..and then her boss tried to harrass her..then how she established her career…with two growing 10 year old twins.

and at the same time,aisling’s best friend-jo got pregnant but her not-ready-for-commitment or never-ready-for-commitment bf dont want the baby and she have to struggle by herself to survive for the baby. the both of them get together and supported each other as normal best friends would do..this book really give me the idea of how far dark side of a relationship could go…

anyway…this book is not bad at all…i cant remember which was the last book i read..but im sure it is quite a long time…back in diploma kot last sekali…no…when i was working in kajang…that was the last one…about a murder or something like that…its good to know that my passion towards books havent faded even after some time…

ish..theres one thing..hehe..i didnt ask for permission nak baca buku tu from fieda…tak peler..ill tell her on monday…ala…dia pon bkn ader ms nak bc weekend nih..dia p tganu…family vacation..aah..best btl..

ill stop here…till next post…oops..if you ever wonder..cathy kelly is the writer..one great writer…

hari terbest di tnbr nih…today is my last day here…i’ve done my presentation just now…lega rasenye…thanks to ng..luv her so muchh..she did her best to answer the questions given to me by the HR staff…suppose i have to answer them…tp dia tlg…hehe..thank you so much..bye tnbr…bye sume…

tinggal lagi 3 hari jer nak keje kat tnbr nih…suka betul aku.tak sabar rasanye nak abiskan..tapi tulah dia…ari jumaat nih nak kena buat presentation plak.kalo tak buat karang tak dapat sijil plak..klo aku dah buat tapi nnt tak dapat sijil gak..ish..tension aku…but when i think again..baik sebenarnye bende nih..train aku buat presentation.dulu present proposal project dpn lecturer and friends jer..tapi kali ni..wah..in front of a bunch of people yg aku tak kenal..maybe penah selisih masa jalan atau masa kat monday meeting..klo fikir pasal benda nih..dr mgu lepas lagi aku dah nervous dah…

okler…nak smbg buat report. tgl lagi satu report jer nak kena buat…vt..yg lain sume dah siap..nasib baik bearing tak pyh buat..kalo tak pening gak aku nak pkr..shear pin..optional..igt nak buat..tapi masa mcm mencemburui jer..hehe..lgpon..kak norlia pon tak siap lagi report dia..cemana nak refer…

ari ni dah rabu…jd nyer tggla lg 7 hari nak abis practical…eeeeiii…bestnyer…tak sbr betul..en sharif ker, en raja ker, en mat noor ker…kata nak dtg..tp tak der pon. ok gak tuh..tak tau nak buat aper pon klo diorg dtg..lgpon..ng ngan en. azmi (my supervisors)memanjang busy..tak dtg tu kira alright ler..

kat opis ni sbnrnye ader lg 2 org trainees. sorg firdaus (uniten) satu lg fathul (ukm). nasibler ader diorg nih….klo tak mesti aku bosan sensorg kat sini. firdaus nih supervisor dia ng, oleh kerana supervisor aku en. azmi tu dia mnjg sibuk dan kerja dia sumer kat site..aku terpakseler menumpang kasih kat ng. share dgn firdaus..kirenye mak angkatla..dia practical kat sini 3 bln..jd nye..ader lg brp mgu ek?..ntahler mls nak kirekan…tp lama lah lg klo nak di banding dgn aku yg ader lg seminggu nih..hehe…(jgn mare..)

si fathul ni plak (nama dia pronuonce as fatul tp si firdaus ni suker pronounce fat-hul..whateva ler asal korang bhgia kat tnbr nih..hahaha…)rajin yg amat org nyer…sgl assignmt yg di beri akn disiap kan dlm ms yg singkat…so, kitorg terpakselah share pc yg satu ni…(skrg nih lunch hour…blhla aku berpoye-poye update blog nih..hehe..) sehinggakan terpakse buat schedule penggunaan pc. fathul nih sepnjg kat tnbr nih..ramai yg amat supervisor dia..memula..hashim..pastu dr. zainul..dr. badrul..ntah sape2 lg ntah..dr salim je belum. fathul nih 2blh gak practical. tp dia msk lmbt seminggu dr aku..so abis pon lmbt seminggu ler..

so skrg nih..bilangan trainees kat material lab nih akan menurun…di mulakan dgn sayer…kemudian fathul..pastu yg last sekali…pepaham jelah..mls nak sebut..nnt dia sedih plak..hehe…

excited sggh nak abis nih..tp gerun gak bila pikir psl presentation nnt. en azmi tu tak tau ler klo dia nak takut kan aku jer..dia kata kene present kat tnbr..tp mcm karut jer..mntk2 ler dia memain jer..blh pgsn aku klo mcm tu..bl tanya hafiz..dia tak tau menahu pon…tnya kat kak norlia..dia kata kena present..tapi kat diorg2 jer kot..tp yg horor nye…ader dr badrul…eeiii..seram sejuk bila igt…

tu jelah kot sayer nak karutkan kat sini..tak tau nape ari ni…smlm mmg ler moral down..ari tak..dh up skit…tp…mcm ader satu bnda yg berat kat otak nih..tp tak tau aper…

dah la…sbnrnye report berlambak lg yg tak settle…hurgh..sakit otak…to all friends out there…wish me luck ek..takut nih..nak abis..

kepada kengkawan kat uitm…cemana result korang? ok ker?

• mari kiter ucapkan tahniah kat jue kerana telah men’dean list’ kan dirinye…

• juga kpd en. yg amik dan tlh buat paper math dgn baik(tak sia2  sy berpenat lelah)..kita bg satu tepukan…

• kpd shbt saya yg sorg tu..kita mesti jia you sesama next sem..biar apa pon yg terjadi..ttp kena jia you..!!!

• kpd yg kurg bernasib baik atau yg tak achieve target, jgn risau..kita cuba lg sesama next sem…

• tp kpd saya dan classmates sy, kenalah cb btl2 next sem..yelah sbb dah last sem…

• kpd seorg bdk yg jnji kat saya nak dptkan  3pointer next sem…make sure u keep your promise…jgn biar perkara tak ptg mengganggu hidup, your study and your future…

tu jelah ulasan utk result kali ni…sekian…

sblm tu..ader sedikit ungkapan yg sy quote dr en. redzuan…regret first salary, regret later useless…hahahahaaaa…….

dgr2 result kuar ari nih..pg2 bila smpai opis cpt2 bkk student portal..seram sejuk nak ctgk..tetiba..check2 tak kuar lg..pastu..buat lah rutin harian..check friendster..tgk kot2 ader msg ker..testi ker..ari nih byk giler ader msg..dwan bg 3..exschoolmates 3..tetiba ader satu lg..terkejut gaklah..tp bila bc, org yg bg tu psn..jgn terkejut…tp nak buat cemana..dah terkejut..mmg terkejut pon..eh..dah lah tu psl terkejut tu..tp tu ler skrg nih..tak tau rasa aper skrg nih..suka ker, tak suke ker, terharu ker, sedih ker, benci ker..tp yg pasti confuse..rasa mcm nak bls..but dont know what to write..to the person who sent me the msg…thank you for the thoughts..nk bls kot..tp kena pkir dulu.. i hav to figure out what to write..

making decisions sometimes can be so hard..it might get too tense..cos u know it’ll affect your life..your future..but u cant forever depend on others to make decision for you…apa yg aku karutkan kat sini nih…but.its true…making decisions..hurgh..

if you are in a real pain…and you tell somebody how painful it is..did u believe when they said ‘i know how it feels..’ do they really feel it? few friends of mine in great pain right now…i cant do anything to help them..and this really hurt me..a lot..i dont know how exactly they feel..but i do know it hurts..

guys,’whatever happens live still go on..’(robert frost)..just be strong and eventually everything will go on your way…